Category: Inspiration and Prayers

TRU 2011

“Be true to yourself.
Knowing who you are
– that’s the foundation for everything great.”
Jay Z

GONE 20×16″ encaustic

Jay Z is just so cool, I don’t even like rap, but he is smooth and I would probably like his music.

That quote really hit me when I heard it. Being TRUE is a process as it takes time to know who we were truly made to be. God has had His hands full with me and I have fought Him most of my life. Being rather proud to call myself a fighter in the past, I now view it as my biggest defeat. I could have surrendered to Him sooner but I know He knew what He was getting into. And anyway this post is not about regret or mistakes, it is about hope. Hope that a new year will bring me closer to the greatness of who God has made me to be. Do I know myself yet? YES!!! I can say at 39 years young, I finally know myself. And what I know about myself is God made me to be uniquely me and He’s not finished with me yet. Stubborn and crazy, deep and aloof, creative and quirky, caring and empathic, just me. And if that’s good enough for Him then who I am to argue with the Lord of all?

In 2011, I pray that we will all continue to surrender to Him, day by day, moment by moment. I don’t know about you but this surrendering thing is a process for me and sometimes I need to take it a minute at a time. But my Father knew that when He made me and today to sit in that love is the foundation of my life.

in 2007 when I started my art business I called it TRU original. T.R.U. means The Real U.

That’s our destiny, that’s our purpose.

xo

Be safe tonight and enjoy YOURSELF!


Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas
to you and yours!
May your day be filled with the love and peace of Christ our Savior.

Thank you for all the support this year,
as I journeyed out of my comfort zone,
into the world of blogging.
You have made my experience WONDER-FILLED
and I have enjoyed getting to know you.
I look forward to 2011 as we continue to
laugh
and
cry
together
on this journey of
FAITH.

Is this what Heaven Sounds Like??

My hubby sent this to me this morning and what a blessing it was. As I was listening to it I couldn’t help but think ‘Is this what Heaven sounds like?’ Then the tears started and I sat in JOY and WONDER.
This day at the mall must have put a smile on our Holy Father’s face.
🙂

May God bless you today!


Big dreams + hope and faith = a wonder-filled life!

The definition of WONDER:
a : a cause of astonishment or admiration : marvel
b : miracle
2: the quality of exciting amazed admiration
3 a : rapt attention or astonishment at something awesomely mysterious or new to one’s experience
b : a feeling of doubt or uncertainty
Wonder. What a rich word! Marvel, miracle, astonishment. When was the last time you felt those things? Maybe as a young child the first time you saw a giraffe, or a skyscraper or a rainbow? But as an adult? When do you recall feeling wonderment?
Even the doubt and uncertainty part in this word is rich. Isn’t it good to feel doubt and uncertainty sometimes? We don’t know the future and life can change in a New York minute. To just allow myself to feel uncertain would be freeing after all we are all uncertain, life is uncertain!
But I have big dreams…so big that I have to push them down. After all who I’m I to dream such dreams? AND life is uncertain. It’s hard to plan when you don’t know what may be around the next corner. But lately, as God transforms me, refining me with great care and gentleness, He tells me that His dreams for me are BIG! Bigger then I can see or even imagine. And I just wonder…like a child…what He has in store for little ole’ me.
Prepare your hearts and repent!! With forgiveness, HE is coming to make your deepest dreams a reality. Dreams that are so BIG that only God himself could fathom them. Not one of us is worthy, but Gods grace and mercy is ENOUGH!
Luke 5
Jesus Heals a Paralyzed Man
17 One day while Jesus was teaching, some Pharisees and teachers of religious law were sitting nearby. (It seemed that these men showed up from every village in all Galilee and Judea, as well as from Jerusalem.) And the Lord’s healing power was strongly with Jesus.
18 Some men came carrying a paralyzed man on a sleeping mat. They tried to take him inside to Jesus,
19 but they couldn’t reach him because of the crowd. So they went up to the roof and took off some tiles. Then they lowered the sick man on his mat down into the crowd, right in front of Jesus.
20 Seeing their faith, Jesus said to the man, “Young man, your sins are forgiven.”
21 But the Pharisees and teachers of religious law said to themselves, “Who does he think he is? That’s blasphemy! Only God can forgive sins!”
22 Jesus knew what they were thinking, so he asked them, “Why do you question this in your hearts?
23 Is it easier to say ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or ‘Stand up and walk’?
24 So I will prove to you that the Son of Man[d] has the authority on earth to forgive sins.” Then Jesus turned to the paralyzed man and said, “Stand up, pick up your mat, and go home!”
25 And immediately, as everyone watched, the man jumped up, picked up his mat, and went home praising God.
26 Everyone was gripped with great wonder and awe, and they praised God, exclaiming, “We have seen amazing things today!”
I hope you see amazing things today!

Happy Advent!

Let these words sink deep down…He is the truth and the light.

If you don’t know Him, stop running and seek Him and He will satisfy.

“The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love.
The LORD is good to all; he has compassion on all he has made.”
Psalms 145:8-9


I pray that ADVENT ( means coming) is filled with many opportunities to know Him more.


My Sweet Girl is 11!

My Little Baby is 11 years old…..

LAUREN

Caring heart

big goof ball

intelligent

stubborn

artistic and creative

‘look at me, look at me’

sensitive

God loving

strong willed

On the day you were born, your Dad and I could have never prepared our hearts for the love and joy you would bring into our lives. Our sweet gift from God, always treasured, always loved, always…..

DRIVING US UP THE WALL!!

***************************

I’ve missed visiting with you all these last few weeks. Life had other plan for me. I did the best I could and now I get to take a breather and rest in Him.

My prayer for you my friend is that when you grow weary, you will rest in Him. You don’t have to fall, you can just stop and rest. And if you do fall, I hope you will look to the Son as He carried the cross. He fell many times and was helped back up by others. He even allowed someone else (Simon) to carry the cross for awhile. Even HE couldn’t do it on His own.

PRAYER

Heavenly Father, whose most dear Son, as He walked the way of the Cross, accepted the service of Simon of Cyrene to carry his physical burden for him: mercifully grant unto each of us the grace that we may gladly bear one another’s burdens, for the love of him who said, “In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me,” even the same thy Son Jesus Christ our Lord, who now liveth and reigneth with thee and the Holy Ghost, one God, now and for ever.

Amen


shameless self promotion

Should I feel ashamed, promoting myself??
No, i shouldn’t but even after all this time, mostly i still do.
This thought hit me this week, several times….it’s finally sinking in.
As i was talking about my plans for the evening with a artist friend this week, telling her about the 12 beautiful women who were to join my mixed media workshop that night, she asked “what workshop”?! Mind you, this was a good, artistic friend, who I paint with all the time. I’ve been doing workshops for 3 years and never once had I mentioned them to her. It hit me.
During the workshop, I’m talking to the girls about my background and one of them asked, how long did it take you to start calling yourself a professional artist. My answer, 2 years after i started selling my work. 2 YEARS! It hit me.
Later that week, I’m talking to a neighbor, who has been my neighbor for 8 years who asked me what I was always loading my truck up with. After I tell her artwork for the art shows I do, she says ” really, I didn’t know you were an artist”. Mind you, this is a person who has been to my house for dinner, a friend and never had I mentioned to her i was an artist!? REALLY! It hit me.
Take a look at my FACEBOOK page if you get a chance. I have a ton of ‘friends’ who are artists and when you go to there page, you know it. They have their work shown and they are promoting themselves. Not me. Just randomness shown, no substance on who I am, what I do.

Is anyone feeling me on this? Why do we do this??
Is it because our art is so deeply personal? Is it because it feels like a piece of our heart? Is it because we don’t feel worthy? Is it because we don’t have a degree in art? Is it because we don’t have a studio? Is it because it isn’t a painting of a girl with a long neck and tilted head? Is is because we’re scared we’ll be laughed at? Is is because…..
What is your because?
Here are some photos of the Mixed Media Workshop I did this week with 12 creative goddesses.
BTW…I do workshops, lots of them and they ROCK!


Amazing True Women in My Life

I hope this post finds you healthy, happy and blessed!

It feels like forever since I’ve had a free hour to catch up with you. Sorry I haven’t had the time to keep my blog fresh or check in on any of you to see what’s been shakin’. But… I’ve had some great things happening so don’t give up on me just yet.
On the personal side of my life I’ve been healthy and happy. Even with struggles (and Lord knows I have them), by the grace of God, I still feel blessed. To top it off I lost 10 pounds, yeah me because I worked for that 10 pounds! This is so new to me, this peace. All the glory goes to Him because it really is so unlike me to feel peace in all things. Last weekend I was able to really spend some time alone with God as I attended the TRUE WOMAN CONFERENCE http://www.truewoman.com/?id=990 in downtown Indianapolis Indiana. It was an inspirational weekend, filled with 7000 amazing women. The next conference is in Fort Worth TX, Oct. 14th-16th and I would highly recommend going if you need to be REVIVED! I took pictures but for some odd reason most of them are gone, not anywhere on my camera!
Here’s a couple of salvaged shots…

I won’t soon forget my date weekend with God, He treated me like a princess:)
It has even sparked a trip that I’ll be taking with my daughter to a PURITY CONFERENCE http://www.reviveourhearts.com/pih/ in November . It’s in Tampa and it’s being held on her birthday weekend . I can’t think of a better gift to give a 10 year old and my husband looks at it as an investment in her future. We gotta let our girls stay young for as long as they are young! It saddens me deeply to see what our culture is doing to our youth, but that’s another rant to be left for another time.
Speaking of youth and rantings…my husband and I have recently become the Youth Leaders at our Church!! It is such a blessing for us to work with these amazing teens each week. They are truly incredible kids with a strong love for God and we are so inspired to watch God work through them. This is a labor of love for us and my husband doesn’t even complain that we will have to miss the Colts play on Sundays. Now that’s love!

On the art side of things, I’m plugging away and trying to find time to be in my studio more. Seems like the only time I can get in there is if I have a show coming up. Shown is some recent work I made before a show I did two weekends ago. This art show did not make for the highest sales this season, but I made some amazing contacts and some cool opportunities are starting to take shape. I look forward to sharing this with you when I know more.
Speaking of cool opportunities…(man this blog post is practically writing itself) I have been invited to an Art Retreat in Lake Tahoe by my sweet friend BEV from http://myawakenedheart.blogspot.com/. Bev is an amazing lady with a great love of God and I am so excited she invited me. Two of my dearest, artsy girlfriends here from Indy will be making the trip with me. Again, amazing women! They inspire me, encourage me, believe in me and I love them to pieces. As Bev puts it “it will be 4 days of art, girl time, great food and wine, and music”. AND Lake Tahoe! When I get home I will get back to blogging more often but you probably won’t hear from me for a week or so. I’ll be thinking about you with a piant brush in one hand and a glass of vino in the other!
God has truly blessed me with many beautiful friendships, a precious daughter, and a supportive mother. I’m so grateful for these amazing, true women in my life. Say a prayer today for the TRUE WOMEN IN YOUR LIFE! My God allow us to be a truly amazing woman, radiating His love like the sun.

I AM right here, right now

So many times we get caught up living in the future, engulfed with worry or being dissatisfied with an uncontrollable situation. Always wanting more and losing sight of all we have been given.

“I want the bigger house, the better car, the longer vacation, the better body, the bigger paycheck, etc…”

So many times have i been trapped and entangled in the past, dwelling on hurt, pain, rejection, abandonment and all the darkness that often times comes with growing up. I searched for anything I could find to fill up the hole in my heart but nothing worked.

One day, I was rehashing some painful memories for the millionth time when i heard a voice inside me say, ” I do not live there, I AM right here, right now. If you want to walk with me, there must you live.” Praise you Lord for your conviction because I was set free from the strongholds of dissatisfaction and ingratitude.

As I prepare to open this new chapter in my life, Lord help me to remember where you live so that I can always find you. Help me find the satisfaction I need in you and only you. Make me yearn for you Lord from the moment I wake in the morning, until I lie down my head in the evening. Close the doors to any path that does not please you and make my life the splendor of your beauty.

Amen

He is called the great I AM. He is always with us, right here, right now.

Psalm 139 : 1-7

O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.
You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

I hope you have a awesome weekend. Monday, i will be posting about goal setting and how to we can live in the now, but still reach victories in our tomorrows.


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